Time

Time can heal all wounds..
Time can help you to forget..
Time can let you move on..
But...
Time can't give back what has already ended..

So whenever you get chance..
Do what you want to do..
Go where you want to go..
Be what you want to be..

A Great Big Canvas

Life is a great big canvas and you should throw all the paint on it you can
-Danny Kaye-

Do you agree with those statements??
Think twice!
And this is what i have in my opinion :



My formula of life :
I do what makes me happy.
I be with who makes me smile.
I laugh as much as I can.

No matter what they say.
No matter they bring me down.
I have learned how's hard i survived.
I won't be afraid of beating my wings to change the world.

Welcome To My Life

today i learned that
what is valuable

is not
WHAT i have in my life

but

WHO i have in my life
thanks for being part of it

The Whole Things Turn Out Wrong

Damn bad day..

Not only planned my day already but also I have made positive statements, "today is a great day, i will complete my task today" I sticked positive messages around my mind.
But in the end. I found that there's too much annoyer. What a silly bitches. The whole things turn out wrong. Yup! There's a series of nice & bad, that's called life.

Hope tomorrow will be nice day.

My Great Mother

I'm proud to be your daughter..

you gave love to me..
turn a baby into a lady..
and now i know..
there's no other..
love likes mother's love for her child..

i love you mom

Earthquake Bluster

Well, each day is precious.

Like i said before, no one can ever predict what would happen tomorrow. The earthquake bluster that occured in Padang yesterday, made me shock enough. Because one of my friends, lost his father.
*My deepest condolence, be tough*

God's willing. Right, it makes me realize how big is our almighty God. So as long as you live, you have to live your life well, of course in the good way. I'm just keep trying to live my life fuller each day.

Sister's Picture Product

Nice shot sist, i love my nail. Love this picture so much. :-)

Keep up the good work. Want to be your volunteer model someday. LOL. And also, you have to remind this keep fighting for your dreams. My prays always be with you.

x.o.x.o

10 Hours Of Nap

Oh my..

Late start. Of course! When people had they lunch already, I just woke up at 1:00 PM. LOL.

Today I skipped my class on 9:20 AM & 11: 20 AM. Thought that my Ella Ella E (alarm ring tone.red) is disfunctional. It snoozed 10 times every 5 minutes but in the end I didn't hear anything. Haha. I have to find another alarm ring tone.

When I woke up I was looking at my phone, and guess.. there's 2 missed call from my classmate and also 2 messages received. Nice! How silly I am.

Any suggest for my alarm ring tone? Haha

Monday Syndrome of Me

Here are some reasons why i said so,, i hate monday

1. Feeling blue.

2. Late start.
Don't have enough time to organize my self this morning

3. Don't plan my day yet.
Suck into hours of time wasting activities : Facebook, Twitter, Youtube.

4. The day won't be easier.
Don't have something to look forward to.

5. Don't have any happy song to be the soundtrack of my Monday.

A very very long day.. :(

The Holiday Is Gone

The last day before all my routine start over.

Yup! Tomorrow I'll start my routine as a collegian. Have to wake up in the morning, have to finish my assignment, and most of all, most important thing to do is to prepare nihongo nouryoku shiken 3 kyu (Japanese Language Proficiency Test.red).

The test will hold on December. 3 months left. But I haven't prepared anything yet. Huhu. In Japan, the proficiency test is very different, the lower level you pass the test, higher ability you are. And this year i attend level 3. 2 more level left. :)

Think i'll enjoy the last day in September before i have to study hard to pass the test on December. Yes, I am going to prepare it on October. *Haha, how lazy i am*

And of course play hard & study hard. LOL.

Enjoy your Sunday. *Cheers* :)

P.S for koko baweL :
thanks for helping me to spare my Sunday night.. kind of nice partner..
let's do another challange next day.. :p

Save By The Internet

8:20 PM.. Just arrived!

Untung aja, inet lagi gak lemot. Biasanya kalo ditinggal pulang ke rumah, suka di-off koneksinya. Kalau gak, hmmm.. Bisa lumutan deh gw di kamar sendirian. Maklum, temen-temen gw masi blum balik semua. *Beibs, cepetan donk kamu" pulangnya, can't wait to see u..=)*
Malam minggu kelabu nih. Nowhere to go.

First thing i do, check my mail & fb. What a nice mail! 171 trash mail, yang sebagian besar notification fb. Pheww. Maklum selama liburan kemarin gw jauh dari peradaban yang namanya internet. Huhu. Meskipun jaman makin gadget, bisa oL dari hp, tapi tetep aja, gak afdoL. Haha.

Hmmm. Dan hari ini, gw baru menyadariii kalo mozila gw ini amat sangat berguna sekali. . Gak kebayang d, di saat seperti ini, pas gw lagi sendirian, gak ada internet pula. Huaaa..

Mozilla's such a nice partner =)

Happiness

happiness

always looks small
if you hold it in your own hand,

but

when you learn to share it,
you'll realize how big it can be

I Just Can't Stop Eating

Oh My Gosh! I just gain my weight..

Akhir akhir ini gw ngerasa ga produktif banged deh. Kerjaannya makan, tidur, dan mengendap di depan pc. Hiks. Dan kenapa oh kenapa, i just can't stop eating. *Mama, help me!* Alhasil, berat badan gw melonjak cukup signifikan. Yup! Bayangin aja, berat gw sekarang 50kgs. Dengan nafsu ngemil gw yang gag bisa dikontrol, gw naik 5kgs. Hiks.

Serasa menggembung di pipi nih. Hiks. Hmmm, harus ada tindakan lebih lanjut tentunya. And for the next month, gag ada lagi yang namanya makan jam 1 pagi, gag ada lagi yang namanya ngemil membabi buta, gag ada lagi makan indomie tengah malem. Gw harus atur pola makan dan hidup sehat. Yes, I would! :D

Sekedar informasi tambahan, closing menu of the day : martabak coklat keju. Hihi.



Hmmm, no prob. My calendar doesn't mark as the next month. Haha. *LOL* Yup! This is the last day in April. Yang berarti hari terakhir ngemil membabi buta bersama my partner in crime snack time.

Fight For Mid Test

Hiaaa.. finally, it passed..

What a dizzy day! Minna no Nihongo (grammatical Japanese leson.red), subject dengan 8 kredit alias 8 sks. Can u imagine that? Ngeri banged kan, kalo fail aja di subject ini, bahh... bisa terjun bebas deh nilai lo. Dan tadi pagi selama 3 jam gw berkutik dengan grammar grammar yang cukup memusingkan. Listening nya itu lho. Dahsyat abiss.

3 more lefts for the mid test. Tapiii, hands up deh gw sama yang 2 ini :
1. Fonologi & Morfologi, pembentukan bunyi dan bentuk dalam bahasa Jepang. Gak boong deh, gak ngerti gw sama yang satu ini. Hikss.. tolongggg.
2. Entrepreneurship, yang nota bene sampai hari ini aja gw gak punya bukunya. *haha*

Yup! Gw harus ekstra work hard buad 2 subject itu. Fight!

Life Is Choice Not A Playing Game

firstly..
i'm placed into choices
i got it troublin my mind
everything seemed confusing

but in the end..
i made my mind up
i followed my heart
i dare to try

I Hate This Part

Keep in mind that you'd said "loving me is hurt sometimes".
Realized that I’d disappointed you, more and more.
We did so many arguments, even tough just a small stuff.
Sorry if I cut you down

Forget me and smile.
It doesn’t mean the end of our friendship, does it?
Well, I hate goodbyes, my friend.
I need hellos


P.S.
May God hold you in His hand

Ordinary Day With Extraordinary Peoples

Just an ordinary day!

Pheww! My holiday is just in the end. Hari ini gw mulai aktivitas seperti biasa. Tapi malas sekaliii. Kelas hari ini 2 shift (about 200 minutes), tapiiii rasanya seabaddd booo."Ven, jam berapa?". Mungkin gag kehitung pake jari, berapa kali gw bilang itu. Haha. Sampai hafal temen gw, she answered me before i asked her. Haha.

All the same, both the classmate & the lecturer. Maklum angkatan gw cuma ada 3 kelas, special banged kan? =p Berhubung sedikit terlambat, (tapi saya bukan orang yang suka budidaya ngaret *haha*) sedikit madesu pula tempat duduknya tadi. Untungnya, temen-temen gw yang bisa diajak ngobrol. (ciri orang Indonesia nomor 1 : apapun yang terjadi masih ada untung nya selalu, haha).

Penantian pun berbuah hasil, akhirnya jarum pendek itu menunjuk pas di angka 3. Langsung deh, gw bergegas pulang. Perasaan kalau hari senin kok lama banged yah jam berputarnya. Yup! Monday's syndrome.

No Better Sister Than You

There's a little sunshine outside..

Yay! Hari ini gw bisa bangun pagi, tanpa si ella ella e (my alarm.red) dan tanpa dibangunin nyokap juga. Hihi. Maklum selama beberapa bulan yang lalu, gw punya kebiasaan tidur yang aneh. *Huff, jadi kacau gitu body clock gw*. Gimana engga, pas ayam udah mau berkokok lagi, baru deh berasa ngantuk, and i just woke up when people had their lunch already. Haha.

Then, I got a new mail messege from my sister. Huaaa. Jadi kangen deh. *x.o.x.o* :((. Memang sihh, teknologi sudah berkembang pesat. Hihi. Bisa chat, bisa web cam-an, bisa phone via yahoo juga. Tapi tetep aja, kalo gag face to face, gag afdol gitu. Hehe. Lagipula, perbedaan waktunya lumayan juga sekarang, GMT-7.

Terakhir ketemu 5 bulan yang lalu, itu pun cuma 2 minggu. At least we could spend time together waktu itu. :-D

When my mom don't understand, my sister always will.
My sister also taught me everything I really need to know.
There is no better friend than my sister.
And there is no better sister than you.

Take care sist.. x.o.x.o

It's Been A Long Time

GOSH!! It’s been a long time. And now my calendar marks on February 2009. It means my blog is neglected more than 3 months. Haha. Of course there’s some reason.

I finished my final exam already and 5 days left before I have to begin my daily activity. My 1st class in 4th term will start next Monday. Nowadays I’m enjoying my holiday. Don’t have to get up early in the morning, don’t have to finish my assignment, don’t have to practice kanji strokes. *lol*

Last but not least.. Happy belated valentine all..

P.S. for someone :
Thanks for that sweet flower.. :-D